Saturday, August 19
driven by my passion.* - Saturday, August 19, 2006
even in madness, i know you still believe.paint me on canvas so i become what you can never be.*-
& omg, venessa's k800i sony ericssion phone is the bomb.
my body doesn't like me anymore. i've been experiencing this on-off fever & killer sore throat. & my english o level oral is on monday. suay right? maybe i shouldn't have played softball ystd cos my shins are aching now cos i pulled a couple of muscles. & i didn't even go for tuition today.
nowadays, i shun away contact from my family. i declined to go for the family dinner cos ' i had a lot of work to do'. but at the same time, bcos i haven't told them how i felt towards certain issues, mom's still all caring & 'mom-material' about me. & as a result, i find it difficult to feel infuriated 24-7 at her. i will tell her, eventually.
christie says it's a pity that pple misunderstand me. like how she knows many(& how i've always known) that they've stereotyped me & can't see past the girl whom they first heard about. frankly speaking, i don't feel the loss. ANY LOSS. it took christie a while to see me as someone deeper than that girl who had a lil crush on some guy a looong time ago. she made the effort, the rest just decided to go all giggly & gossiped about me. usual stuff in a girl's world.*-
i don't hate them cos like it or not,this is how the world was made. i admit, i overreacted at some point. but once i got a grip, everything seemed like normal stuff.
at the end of the day, it's not the people who stereotype you. it's those who decide to befriend you.
you just have to remember their kindness.
love always,
kel